I am Alex on the inside.
I wonder what could possibly be wrong.
I hear the songs you sing.
I see the tears I can't wipe away.
I want to be her in your arms.
I am heartbroken.
I pretend I can be your friend.
I feel confused by your mixed signals.
I touch your skin and I cry.
I cry for what I can't have.
I am silent.
I am quiet and scared.
I understand what your reasoning was.
I say I was okay with it.
I dream you will one day come back.
I try to move on from this.
I hope to find you once again.
I am Alex... just Alex.
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It is to my ex whom I still love.
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