stinging throat
aching wrists
weight lifted off my chest.
blood running down my arm
alcohol on my breath.
knowing just how to cut
so nobody knows
hiding booze in my coffee
razorblade in my waistband
cigarette in my pocket
an addict never forgets
how to hide evidence.
feels just like the good ole days.
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I trusted you, and you hurt me.
All I know to do nwo is to uhrt mslf.
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Geez, I think we had a relapse on the same day lol. How ironic. *BIG hugs* I really hope you're doing a little better, honey.. You know my number if you need to talk with someone who understands. I felt this completely. We addicts are slippery.
All my love. Drop me a line sometime, doll.
~Pinky.


