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Dearest Dani

Dearest Dani,
  I began this letter by turning on my itunes. You see these days I can't really feel anything unless I have the power of the beat in my head. I want to tell you about how bad I have had it but chances are there is nothing I can say that would be that heart breaking. I can say this though, the person who said  "it's better to have love and lost then to never have loved at all" is full of CRAP!!! It's makes me so mad when people tell me that! I like to think back to the people I have love and lost and when I do I think about how it would have been better if I never loved them at all. People can be so disappointing. The worst part about loving and losing is knowing that it will happen again. Love comes and goes I guess. How do you know when love is real? Word are meaningless really. Actions can be pretty meaningless too. I feel silly just writing a rant on how much my life sucks and it's most likely not what you want at all but I am writing from my heart and my heart is broken. I try not to let it bother me. I try to be the stronger person but that doesn't always help...It's nice to brake down every now and then. I am surprised at how easy it is to write a letter to a faceless person say things it's hard for me to say out loud. Being alone makes me realize how much I depended on this one person. The weight of the world on my shoulders and my weight on him...No wonder he put up no fight when I dumped him...I never really thought about it that way till now. I bet the one he wants now doesn't put that pressure on him...Well now I am very sad and extremely lonely so I will end this letter on a good note and that note is...At Least I'm pretty!!!! Thank you so much for giving me the privilege to write this rant! It was much needed!

                        With Love and Peace,
                            Leanna Jean
                          AKA Leanna Bean

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  • attack110
    August 6

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    Touching

    Strong lessons of life are here, and you may resent me for saying it but it is better to have loved and lost lol.I'm a firm believer in love and life is empty without it. I like to think of it this way, no matter how messy a break up is, I take happy memories in thinking back at the good times we once had. Talking to a faceless infinite community helps me as well but its still important to keep communication with the ones closest to you.

    Damn good rant with lost of feelings.

    Take care....

    Richard Allen
    Attack110


  • edit my world.
    July 3

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    aww so cute. i bet you are pretty that's what i told my best friend who i dated and who i still love when we broke up. i was dammit i'm gorgeous and i flaunted it well after we broke up... dropped like 5lbs and my skin was just awesome.. yeah i was hot stuff lol

    i'm so happy you got to rant to me... because i did want to know about struggles or whatever and your broken heart is a struggle. and yeah who ever said that needs to go get electrocuted... its dumb.. but you learn from your loves & losses.. if i may gloat on myself.. lol the guy i'm with now, lives in nj and i live texas and thats a strugggle... but he's been my best friend since i was 12... and he knows what i want.. and i want a best friend and a boyfriend.. and he's given me that and he hasn't stopped yet. idk why i keep going after my best friends... but they just come to me. lol but anyway back to you.

    loving and losing hurts, but it also gives you time to work on yourself and deal with yourself, because if you can't be by yourself or just be alone... who will want to be with you?

    lol i might if i was a guy jkjk... maybe lol