dear dani,
i hope i can call you that i mean thats what you said above i belive well one thing to know about me is that i can't spell i appologiyse you want to wright afraid and low.
,.................. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ill get something have to remember ! i have to leave the computers sorys. well that was yesterday i belive well here is today i spent all day watching my two little sisters like i was their mom i don't mind but if feels like im raising them at least lately and i have a new baby sister she feels more like my child then my parents and im under 18. my boy moved away haven't talked to him in days i have cryed my self to sleep. trying to find a job haven't gotten any call backs oh and i get so tierd and overwork i collapse their was a party latly had to do tons of dishes well need to mow the lawn soon im already exasted oh dani. did i forget to mention my grandmother is dying from cancer and im mom wants another child she has 4 and she gets mad at me and yells at me i know she can't handle me. well and im really okay okayly behaved i do things for my self i mean shit i do alot of their work well i feel like a present day cinderalla with kids. oh and lots of high expextations i got mostly 80's on my report card okay a 71% was the lowes and 93% was the highest and they payed no attention to it but when my little sister brought hers home they praised her with glory. well so what. im dirt well dani hope ur lifes better i feel like low down shit im being called to so laters i guess
(sun-shiney) thats who i am.
p.s. sorry if i compleained trying to break that habbet oh i guess i forgot to say something bright i got a new bird me oh me here comes the negative he won't come out of his cage please tell me what to do.
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i use to feel like that..the heavy pressures of being held up to high expectations that you doubt your own parent's cant even meet. and let me tell you sweetie, it'll be okay. and about your boyfriend, i will go through that eventually see, mine is going to usmc bootcamp (united states marine corp) and it hurts like hell to know that i won't get to talk to him for 3whole months... but i'm proud of him.. but i don't want him to leave... i'm just too attatched. your guy will talk/call you it just takes some patience
i hope everything pans out for you
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you will talk to him soon
you and me both know he will talk to you when he is free
the over working... i wish it wasent happening to you
and remember dont blame your mom, remember what i told you, its not completly here fault.
and when i read that i almost cried :'( -
Sorry about what you're going through.
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oh i forgot to answer ur question no i have not smiled lately not for real but i do wear i pleastic one.
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very funny
and don't try to break complaining when you gotta let it out just let it out. trust me hurts more when bottled up
cause no one knows and no one helps!
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