Thoughts of A Changed Woman

It's like I'm lost for words
I'm lost in thought
Too much to do
But life is short

I been through the struggle
Going through the pain
I know its bad I was born in hell
But this is a shame

I made my mistakes, choices...
repented and apologized
But I won't beat myself up
Because it's me you despies

Now,

I never told you to see me
The way you saw me
I just asked that you understand me...
But you failed...and I fell
But I prevailed
Think you will see me in Hell?
Oh Well

You're no better than me
And I'm no better than you
But you're crazy
If you think I will be your fool

You really think you know me
You really think I care
I believe in change. and
You predicting bad luck upon me is not fair

You can't walk in my shoes
And I can't walk in yours
But I'll compliment the way you walk that walk
Just as I compliment hers

See the message is:
You do you
And I'mma do me
Don't judge me for my past
Cuz a better future is what I see

Life is too short to dwell and feel sorrow
Just always know the sun will come out tomorrow
Do you follow?