still looking

Darling I am sorry
To burden you again
Its just I've got that feeling
I've been used again

Three years now
Or is it four
I've lost count of the years
Since you closed the door

Nothing much has changed
I'm still on my own
Youre still my first and only
Something I cant condone

But heres what I still need
Someone to hold when life is shit
Someone who will make me smile
Someone who needs me just a little bit

I need something to look forward to
Not just today
I need to find the light in me
I need to restore my faith

I need to feel wanted
Somebody to hold my hand
I need a reason to say no
When I'm really in demand