mein Leben

what is your dream?
+I dont have dreams; I have plans for the far future that I have the determination to go through with, so I feel accomplished with my life. These consist of various things: a]finding a job, period. b]I would love to travel the world, capturing all its flaws and wonders with a single flash. c]to own a built-up [preferred] mustang and to travel to Germany to cruise on the Autobahn.

where is your favorite place to go and why?
+Well, one day I am going to fly out to Germany. Point blank. Something about it and Germans themselves, hm.. I will never know how I developed the likings of Germany and the such. But usually the greater things in life are better unanswered.
But where I like to go, locally: around the area of my hometown, where a lot of my people are living and theres so much more to do. (There is nothing where I am located now [I live in the middle of nowhere, where the largest thing in it is the "state cop shop" and the mess they're making in trying to build up a Super Walmart, and at 1 intersection there are 4 Fast Food places on each corner])

what is your earliest memory?
+When I was young.. pretty much all that happened in my mid-to-late childhood years, before I had to move. (there was a lot that happened ><)

what is your least favorite word?
+"suicide" ~ and the way it just destroy many lives; both still alive and gone. Ive been there, lost a friend to "it", it makes me cringe in sorrow everytime I hear it mentioned. and it pisses me off that people kid around with it like it's real humurous. whatever...

why are you here?
+Why not??

what’s your biggest pet peeve and how/why did it start being a pet peeve for you?
+The fact that people like to "hate" on others to make themselves feel better. Thats just sad on so many levels. Do you really think that the ones you're having immature comments about give half a shit about what you have to say??? [it originated from the start of my birth. concrete reason as to why/how: unknown]

what is your favorite thing to wear?
+besides clothes in general, because Im not a nudist prancer; but Hats. Im into Hats a lot lately. I own the standard ones, Army, Fedoras, hats with quotes/logos on it. I have one made recently (I own a deer)~I love it.

what happened?
+*looks around innocently*
dont look at me, I didnt do it. Promise! ..I blame the government.

if your life were a food or beverage, what would it be? What would it taste like and why? Would it be properly prepared, undercooked, over-spiced, burned, ...?
+My life wouldn't be anything. It already pretty much is developed into a Dr Pepper. All it's missing the fact Im not shaped into the can or bottle, depending on what my mood is. I survive on it; literally. if I dont have atleast one.. it really aint that pretty.

what do you need?
+What do I not need?? Im pretty sure you couldnt help me get it all, or any; fact that we dont know each other seperates us from that

what's the cute thing nearest to you right now?
+What is this cute that you speak of??

you intend to write a poem. What’s the first thing you do?
+Turn on the tunes that seem to fit what Im more in the mood for. Music is the only way I feel inspired.

if you were a unit of measure, which would you be and why?
+I think Imma choose: mph. Because I have a need for speed.

what’s your latest deep realization?
+That theres no point of hiding in what I need to say, just to be more hurt in the end. So Im more open and blunt, but I still care.

what keeps your life together?
+I need a together'd life to start with before I can have something to tie around it.

what’s the funniest situation you’ve ever been in?
+My situations are too humorous to just pick one.

scariest??
+Getting gas near the ATL(more on the southside) area one evening. I went inside, I came back out to the pump and my Jeep, I heard a loud pop(so did others around me). it was a gun shot across the street.

what’s the most disturbing movie you never want to see (again)?
+I dont get this disturbed-ness from any movie. movies dont really effect me, in general.

what’s your theme song? Detail.
+My theme song usually changes because I have a tendency to change. (or the way my life is at that time is different than it was before)
"Second Chance" Shinedown
[currently]
the fact I am trying to get into the real world, away from my home; only way it could happen is to live with my Aunt and to have her help me find a job, schooling, and more support. and if its more setteled with her, all I can do is just go ahead and do it.
~tell my mother, tell my father, Ive done the best I can. to make them realize, this is my life, I hope they understand. Im not angry, Im just sayin, sometimes 'goodbye' is a second chance~

and lastly, the thing everyone’s talking about... why did the chicken cross the
street???
+Because it was focusing more on pecking food off the ground than paying attention to where it was going.