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obietakunai oboetakunai (I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to remember)

日々が過ぎても表面の下で
閉じ込めたことは動き出している
わけじゃなく人間は裏切る

すべてはきらめゆくものだろう
明後日の埃っぽい形を見えない

壊れそう (壊れ)
溺れそう (溺れ)
落ちれそう (落ちれ)
誰かよ直して

*おびえたくない! もう
彼奴の幽霊を忘れたい
この声が盗まれる
瞳の奥に
苦しみが映っている

計り知れないことだから言いづらく
秘密は悪夢に思い出を溶かす
それだから闇だけ知っている

虚しい冷水が誘いかけそう
ときどきこの体を捨てたくなる

壊れそう (壊れ)
溺れそう (溺れ)
落ちれそう (落ちれ)
誰かよ聞こえる?

憶えたくない! もう
重い心が燃え上がれば
自由を見つけるか
妨げかな
現実え逃げ阻む


Translation::

Even though the days pass, beneath the surface
What was locked up is starting to move
Humans betray without reason

I wonder if everything is something that flickers then fades
I can't see the dusty form of the day after tomorrow

It seems I'm breaking (break)
It seems I'm drowning (drown)
It seems I'm falling (fall)
Someone, put me back together

*I don't want to be afraid! anymore
I want to forget that person's ghost
My voice is stolen
In the depths of my eyes
My suffering is reflected

Because it's immeasurable, it's hard to talk about
My secret melts memories into nightmares
Because of that, I only know darkness

The empty cold water seems inviting
Sometimes I come to want to cast aside my body

It seems I'm breaking (break)
It seems I'm drowning (drown)
It seems I'm falling (fall)
Someone, can you hear me?

**I don't want to remember! anymore
If my heavy heart bursts into flames
Will I find freedom
Is it a hindrance
It stops me from escaping to reality

*
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Author notes

Here's a crowning achievement of my emobliity. I really like this song because the style, musically, reminds me of ACIDMAN.

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  • his kiss
    June 28
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    This is just wow.

    • Linalin
      June 28
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      Thanks . I hope that's a good "wow". Sometimes I don't feel like I can express the same feelings and ideas in English.


  • VidaBella17
    June 28

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    WOOT!

    I really like it, especially the ending! "It stops me from escaping to reality"
    Thats brilliant, a turning of the tables and unexpected!

    • Linalin
      June 28
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      Haha, I didn't think it was much of a twist, but because it is a more personal song I guess I wouldn't have been able to surprise myself anyway XD. What I tried to express in that part is that my heart and feelings get in the way of achieving happiness or realistic thoughts. I think that rings true with a lot of people.

  • Ooh me likey awesome. <3

    it really represents terror and such very well.

    • Linalin
      June 28
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      Thanks. I was afraid that the English translation came off too sub-standard, but as a whole, the feeling of the song as well as the sound in my head is really good.

      • do you have a youtube vid of this song?

        • Linalin
          June 28
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          Nope never recorded this one.

          • do you remember the beat?

            once you can, you should totally do this one too! ^O^

            • Linalin
              June 28
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              Sorta, I actually switched it up from the original because I re-wrote some parts and the original's what I have recorded, but it should be no problem for me.

              I'll work on it

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