Yeah here we are again doctor
Sitting here just waiting for something to happen
Waiting for the sun to rise
Waiting for summer to end
Waiting for tomorrow
Waiting for tomorrow
Well doctor I sat down and I had a nice little chat with myself,
I asked myself what I was doing and how i've been.
Do you know what I said?
I told myself that perhaps I needed to give up some of my old ways and try a new life
Funny isn't it? I thought that was pretty funny myself. Why would I say such a thing?!
Well doctor the year is halfway over and I'm a half a year older
Yup i'm a half a year wiser a half a year smarter a half a year.. uh
Ok honestly i'm exactly the same.. Maybe a little bit more crooked in the head
but i haven't changed one bit. I probably never will, not until i get out of this hell hole. Not till I find some sort of inspiration or it finds me.
Eh fucking hell doctor what should I do?
The doctor replies: "Hmmm I see..."
Well gee doctor that's so helpful I see how much your paying attention. Here is your apple and here is your money I'll see you again next week.
And life moved on
And nothing changed
And the sun still rose
And the sun still set
And it had been this way for as long as I remember
Well yeah I guess that pretty much sums it up. What else is there to do?
Maybe I should get together a bunch of people and just have a massive suicide party. That's right lots of sex gluttony and more drugs then you could possibly imagine. We could all die from heroin overdose or something.
I wonder what the doctor would think about that?
"Hmm I see...."
Yes absolutely! Fucking brilliant!
I wonder who would clean all of that up?
How about you doctor?
We can get everybody in this county to throw in
We can just have one last bash!
The world is supposed to end soon anyhow
Korea's going to blow us up
We are going to blow Korea up
China gets pissed and blows us up some more
Fucking world war 3 that's exactly what we fucking need.
Yeah world war 3...
talking world war 3 blues.
I guess world war 3 will be a suicide party won't it?
A nuclear Utopia
That sounds rather sexy to me
Nuclear Utopia...
I wonder if I made that up...
Damn now if I only could remember what Utopia meant..
"Hmm I see...."
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Seems to me that you have one TERRIBLE doctor. You should just..... not see any doctors. It doesn't seem to be working on his account. =P
Post Script- The doctor sounds like me a bit. I always say "Hmmm... I see..."
Post Post Script- Call me if you're considering your mass suicide plan. I'll be the first in line, only if we can all wear top hats though.
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So yesterday I spent a good deal of time going through Eric Harris's journals, (Eric Harris being one of the colombine massacre's masterminds) do you know what I found there Andrew .... I seen a young man that never questioned ANYTHING.
its good to not know sometimes, no one can say what will happen tomorrow and its not a horrible thing to just live in the moment and let the future come to pass. I know that there are times when I feel restless, when I am thinking ... FUCK when is SOMETHING going to happen? Eventually something does happen just make sure it isnt a baby or something equally life changing.
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