Desparate

This is your crown of negative influences
Your throne of glorifying self-denial.
Judging what I will not tolerate
and ridiculed without reason

Unable to forgive..
Desperate to control all and everything
Imperfect minds, let's you choose what you will not see
Ignorant to the detriment caused

Humility is my pride
Your all terrified of being wrong
This is my lifes work
And none of you could understand, even if explained

Hang on or be humbled again
Decieving, confining, controlling, and we're sinking deeper
into the truth..

Desperate to find..
Desperate to create..
Desperate to choose..
Desperate to win..

Life long goal,
the soul purpose...
Is none of your concern
all of you are desperate to know all and everything

Welcome to the world of doltish lettermens'
Crippling the world with faulty conjectures
Scratching the surface of insanity
..lacking pity and compassion

Oblivious to the wisdom to return
an archaic notion
Lacking judgment and sense
Thomas Gray maybe a dancing fool
puttering aimlessly through the clouds of ignorance..

Still giving blood, keeping faith
Even when theres no way out..
A stratagem to keep me prisoner
Depleting patience, draining my capacity to live.
This paranoia act is getting a little old.

I must give myself up
I must give in..
..and be patient
In awaiting demise

Lost within ourselves
..I know you
We must be patient..

..Now die..