Vast Ocean Of Destruction

She's a boiling wild ocean,
                                        A furiously churning sea
An acrid violent waterwall
                                          Now turning upon me
I'm caught kicking hard
                                    Against the current of insane unrest
Collapsed beneath the cruel
                                            Crushing mass of her towering crests
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Tossed whirling upon the mercy
                                                  Of her unmerciful whim
A vast unending trial,
                                Perpetually ravaged swim
Repeatedly bashing me,
                                    Against her breakers I am dashed
With venomous vacuous brutality,
                                                    I am truly smashed
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She's armed with the outrageous pain
                                                            Heaped upon her times before
She whips me foaming,stripping off my flesh,
                                                                    With mad and raging roar
Rolling and frothing
                              With salivatingly sadistic pride
Watching my infinite struggle
                                                Against her rampaging tide
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With titanic tsunamic surge,
                                            I'm callously swept away
A curling turbid confusion
                                        In a foul offensive fray
Cast urgently pleading
                                  Before her turbulent tidal wave
Polluted with the sewage
                                        That her lovers before had gave
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Tumultuous turning whirlpool,
                                              Twisting turbine grinds me down
Found flailing and helplessly hoping,
                                                      Praying that I might drown
Savagely pulling me in,
                                    And submerged with undertow clasp
I'm rasping and I'm gasping
                                          Within her soul destroying grasp
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Ground,cut,pummeled and crushed
                                                        By the jagged debris of her past
This terrible torrential turmoil
                                              I cannot outlast
Her tragic hurting from long ago,
                                                    Now i'm made to withstand
Tremblingly foresaken,
                                    I'm washed tumbling far inland
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I'm battered,beaten,broken and dumped,
                                                                Left crumpled in madness
Of long savage suffering,
                                    Lost in suffocating sadness
Marooned with but her memory
                                                  Upon these harsh blazing sands
Flung far distant
                          From the desires of her once loving hands