What would I say?

the reality of who I am shows me nothing.
I walk in the shadows of other peoples lives.
what does he see in me?
I run and run into this darkness of love.
the lost sight of my eyes hurts.
the reality of who I am shows me nothing

the fright of life is far beyond what i can see.
the only way to answer this fright is to die.
I look at pictures and see nothing but doubt in his eyes.
the love he says he has I doubt because of me.
the fright of life is far beyond what I can see.

the sun shows me daily that another day is here but yet he is nowhere near.
i want to think that every day gets me a day closer of when he will be home and safe.
I count and count and I know that the counting wont help me.
the sun shows me daily that another day is here but yet he is nowhere near.

then she remembers the love of Him and of him

the door opens and I see his face
I want to run to him and run so fast that my feet would not be vissible
the door opens and I see his face

In the brightness he says I do
In the brightness I say I do

That day is and isn't near, but I will never fear when He says go, because I will go!