Happiness filled my mind,
and I was no longer clouded.
I was no longer stagnant,
I was alright.
For once in my life I saw the light
I knew I could in fact be happy again,
I needed to relieve this feeling.
No more emptiness
no more disdain,
no more sadness tugging
at my heart strings.
I finally remembered how to smile,
I remembered how to be happy,
And I wanted to live like that forever.
But it all came crashing down.
They were fighting because
of me, they saw I was on
my knees, but he refused
to help pick me up.
I only wish my father would see
That I cannot get better alone,
And I wish he would take responsibility
For the part he played, in my destruction.
Author notes
Since my parents found out I was bullimic they have been fighting. I was happy until I found out that they were fighting. My step-father refuses to acknowledge the part he had to play in my disorder. That is what is causing the fighting.
What do you think?
Comments
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a really good poem...some people wont except these things, its their fault if they dont.
really well written and i loved every word. Amazing!
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I finally remembered how to smile,
I remembered how to be happy,
And I wanted to live like that forever.
But it all came crashing down.
a very interesting ending very nice
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I finally remembered how to smile,
I remembered how to be happy,
And I wanted to live like that forever.
But it all came crashing down.
a very interesting ending very nice
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