it has been
a long year
a long year to ask myself
are you alright
and never knowing an answer
because you are off somewhere
liveing a life you chose
one that does not
include
or make room for me
but oh
you still have so many rooms
in this heart
and i love you more
with each day
i know you still
all the good parts
the ugly parts
and the sad ones to
and for what it is worth
if it was ever worth anything
i've never once doubted you,
regretted loveing you
never
once
i simply wish
i'd fought for you
a little harder
i still would have lost
might have lost worse
but at least
i would have fought
and you might
just might
understand
how hard it was
for me to let you go
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fer a love lost, but na forgotten
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"but oh, you still have so many rooms in this heart"... so many true lines you've written here, but this one is, I think, my favorite. So real for all of those who've loved and lost and have asked if it was ever worth anything anyway.


