Don't know where to start,Don't know what for.
Where it's going i'm not sure.
My girlfriend laughed,could feel her joy and sadness too.
Amazing how emotions can flow and be felt through phones and the internet too.
I laughed,I cried,I was still.
Motionless..humbled..confused yet content an tranquille.
Felt like a poor tramp that just got lucky rummaging through the trash cans in Beverley Hills.
A candid camera moment,a dishwater roach motel
with Valentinos',Diors',Escada and Chanels'.
A gold leaf gilt mirror,mat on the floor,pictures of me at sixteen in fancy dress, draped in white like a Grecian Queen.lol,damm
I was cute!
A crumpled face,black bikini,wanted that bronze tan,no pain no gain,was to hot that summer..but the beautiful background of the azure turquoise waters of Sardinian hues,such a crazy melody and palette of blues.
What memories,feeding red apples to the dolphins riding the waves.Sitting on a terrace with that bad signature,
the gauloise bettween two fingers,a friggin habit that should never have had a start.
A box of my paints and brushes too,no Gesso...alas,
But a wonderful miracle,Acryclics...!They dry up fast and don't last.
Oh..oh..oh...their creamy...hehe,lol,im high on prussian blue,yellow ochre, matt varnish too.
I'm not sure where to start.Nausea and nostalgia,
It's bittersweet on memory lane...Sad,beautiful,joy...pain.
It's a start...but I honestly don't know how or where to begin...
I thought perhaps a change of name..
Bohemian Queen or... Clochard.
Author notes
Picked up some personal things from storage yesterday.lol,its such a funny sight..
I'm not a poet,i just write,i find it therapeutic.
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OH I LOVE YOUR WORK, THE IMAGERY IS ALWAYS SO COMPLETELY WONDERFUL, AN THE LANGUAGE IS ALWAYS AWE INSPIRING
BRAVO
T
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Sorry
There seem to be so many glitches,i dont get all my messages,new notes,and just noticed your commy.
What can I say but thankyou so much coming from an awesome poet.
Hope you and all yours are well.
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isnt life full of contradictions?
WONDERFUL WRITE AS USUAL MY DEAR. Heart on paper and pieces of the soul taking us with you feeling and seeing every emotion and probing your soul and feelings as well as being present with you in your entourage......but beautiful because you are
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Thanks sweetie
You shuld hav heard my girlfriend giggling,she said go polish sum chanel shoes,wear a dior,juice in your crystal goblet,wear F me red lipstic,put your khali on your eyes let your hair loose,lay on your mat,say a prayer and laugh out loud.
She is an amazing lady.
As you.
Merci Cherie.
S.
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The title speaks volumes here! Painful yet comforting. Happy yet sad. Such a mix of emotions memories and keepsakes can stir. I felt this one.
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Isnt it
I know,its so strange,im looking at a filofax ive had for 20years,its travelld half way round the world with me.just cleaning it up and touching it,takes me on journeys...pics of me at a harley davidson road show in South Africa..its wonderful yet painfull pain that pierces.
Thankyou for reading and commenting.
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what a joy i think.. colourfull look at your past and stuff im still inpacking and finding keep sakes that i should juszt chuck out but i wont coz they mean something even the cigareet butt it was ffom sammy davis junior so its got his dna on it do we ever want another one .. you never know so back in its packet it goes besides i might run out of fags one day and its still got half left. cheers for a real decent read glenn
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I call sum.. sentimental junk
Lol,his Dna.hehe.
Ive tried so hard to stop being so sentimental.it never works.i tried to throw away brown reciets today,from cafes, *weeps*
I cant,i remeber the laughs,the smell of the cafe,the cute waiter.lol.
Thanks for reading dear.
I apprecitate it.
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such an honest..
look into your life..that makes for great reading right there, it can be felt when coming from the heart, this is a sad, dark, happy and silly piece all in one, and i guess that's kinda how life is too huh?
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Lol
Forgive my commy,found my glue gun too,so am kinna high,lol.
Yup,its a wierd feeling,pics of me at 16,lol,my tintins,i dont even know what to do with this stuff,they dont even fit into this tiny studio,lol,they spent the night outside,except my pics,books and mirror.it started drizzling,I remembered that track by Diana King: "Oh Lord have mercy mercy mercy.."
Lol.
Thanks for reading and your time.
Much appreciated!
S.
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