Losing it again under these stars I feel such supposed sins seeping in,
It’s coursing through my veins and I shouldn’t really care,
Still it’s driving me insane tonight I just want to leave it all
Just jump off into the end before this infinite sadness begins to end me again
Nothing really matters as much as it did to me before I became another bore to ignore,
It’s like my souls got some sort of a leak, slowly seeping out my last pinch of sanity
And now I’m losing it to this ridiculous dark side of me
It’s coming around so I yes I think it’s time to go now
You have no clue of what I’m talking about now do you,
Nothing that I’m saying now makes much of any sense to you
I don’t understand myself either I’m just another junkie just jonesing,
And always trying to get a little higher nothing that I’m talking about should even mean much of anything to you anyways, yeah so fuck it and fuck you
Nothing fucking matters to me anymore what the hell did I go and do to myself now
It’s like my souls leaking and seeping out whatever was left of me from my last disaster
Yeah and now I’m best friends with any drug I can get my fucking in my hands
Yeah now I can feel it finally coming around so yes I think it’s time to get the hell out of here now
Still haven’t found an out I still have no fucking clue of what the hell I’m talking about
With so much doubt wavering over me like a dark cloud always sending me in,
Yeah it’s sending me so far in again and I can’t think of anything better to do no, no
I just want to lose myself in sin if this is all I have cause your sin is my best friend
Still nothing matters to me much of anything really matters at all
Did I lose all my passion in the fall is this a part of seeing through it all
Cause I’m so tired of my soul constantly feeling so cold and it never gets old
That is being tired of feeling so alone no it’s time to get out of here yeah I got to get the hell away from me someway somehow before it has a chance to come around
Yeah I need to get the hell away from me somehow someway it just has to be now
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