You know you're crazy when
all you can see is him
at every moment, everywhere
but at the same time, you don't care
I'd stare in those eyes as long as I could
I'd never look away, if allow, time would
so when I must turn, do they become dull?
I really don't know, for look again and they're full..
Envy, Greed, Sadism, Love
are words that are simply not strong enough
nothing can describe this, it seems
they're all an understatement of what I'm feeling
you know you're being ridiculous when
you're envious of women and men
just because he's said their name
would he understand that you're just afraid?
Passion, Fear, Uncontrollable Desire
you are the one that fuels my fire
this is all so pathetic.. you make me want to scream!
Love is an understatement of what I'm feeling.
Author notes
Written sometime between November and December 2007. It's not dated.
I wrote this during the beginning of my relationship with my still boyfriend, Magyar. 
