'til the end, I'm worthless!

too young but old
but memories made them all
a heart can't bare this pain
nor a soul can unlock the chain

i was but an innocent girl
when the door was slammed and cursed
through a winding night time
a silent but deafening core

at the street, I walked alone

how i wished i could make some wall

to hide myself

and cover my sin

it wasn't me, in some ways

but neither you would make the same

i don't know why fate brought me to you

not life even made me to

I know it was for heart's content

not knowing making the heart to bend

i thought it was forever..

the smile worn out for never

a life was hidden in darkness for better

but a soul lingers in lust for answers

to where i should belong, that i never know

but maybe, life was never even to fall

Still am locked with the shame i lived

never knowing why i'm even holding back

for until the end, i am innocent

and all i ever did was for your happiness...