waiting for something that never comes
someone
some emotion
i've lived so far waiting for the next event.
the next child, the next love, the next
i've entirely lost the ability to enjoy a moment
not true
i enjoy all sorts of moments
little boy hugs that go on for minutes and hurt my neck a little
bigger boy giggles that make my cheeks hurt.
watching a little girl feel beautiful
wathing another find herself in this big wide world
who are you?
who am I?
will we ever know?
