Rêveur (dreamer)

I could be more then this
tripping and trailing through my life
struggling to find a choke-hold
as the walls fall round my ears
then i'm screaming in it's face
and all i want
is to slow the FUCK down
can't breathe like this

Can't echo my old complaints
'cos i want you here
at any cost, any pace
walking through my doorway
and suddenly i'm OK
as long as your arm's are 'round my waist
i can let anything pass
no irritation, the least apprehension
nothing  you can't make OK

Now this mind
is swelling till i can't think through the tears
through the passion and the pain
bleeding into cracks in the concrete
it's a red paved road now
music dripping down the insides
soothing soiled dreams
as the sun goes down again
my world swirls in dusk and past
this life will pass, this dream will die
that day i'll start again

Last in life and first in death
i'll make this fate my own
pulling anger through a pinhole
spilling regret as a thread through cloth
your my halo what would i be
without you?
stacking fears and trepidation as a wall with no door
blocking the path behind me as i run
this draft forcing itself under the door
tearing through the stone and steel
i am my own undoing
there's nothing left to be

I know i won't let you go
when everything i am right now
hangs swinging in the balance
your my halo, my wings and my pitchfork
i've no idea who i would be
without you