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My gloomy face,
My scars, a disgrace.
My stupid heart,
Yet again fallen apart.
This empty feeling,
Their cannot be anymore healing.
My thoughts drive me crazy, their strange,
Yet again I feel as if I will never change.
My hallow eyes,
Tell a story as they cry.
I'm always alone,
In this empty home.
They care,
But to understand me, it's rare.
My fucked up mind,
Always leaves me further behind.
My twisted thoughts make my blood run cold,
I move the razor with one hand, in the other a cross I hold.
No one will ever understand me,
Inside my mind, No one will ever see.
I'm warped and rotting away,
How do I manage to survive these days?
Why is it I'm always sad,
Why is it I'm happy, then the tiniest thing makes me mad?
I cannot heal myself,
Sometimes I wish I was someone else.
I picture myself as I die,
Falling with no breath as I fly.
I'm not sane,
And no one can ever feel this fucking pain.
All the things I've done and seen have made my heart so cold,
I should have listened to to things I was told.