I'm caught in static;
paralyzed
with no control over my own life.
I've given up freedom for protection,
and safety.
I've traded excitement and happiness
for familiarity.
I know the pieces fit,
and the world keeps spinning without me,
but I can feel the tremors building;
I can sense the pace shifting.
The world is getting angry,
and she's about to explode.
Bound and gagged,
I'm nothing more than a cultist,
hellbent on change.
Time to flush it all down.
I'm sick of swimming with the flow,
tired of keeping up with the herd in
so steady of a current.
it's time to break free and fight the rapids;
I'm swimming upstream.
Far too long have I followed,
like a sheep to the perpetual slaughter.
Far too long have I journeyed,
searching for a salvation that will not come.
All this rebellion has exhausted me;
it's time to break free and conform.
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no, brother, don't.
but i know the feeling...
rebellion expecting change- dangerous
and most often worthless
and self hurtful,
but rebellion as self fulfillment, belief that you like your own shit and self and sadness
and joy
more than the average mother fucker,
well that's just real,
that's worth finding,
and holding on to.


