My true Love

Young love the greatest most pure love of all
beautiful friendship laughter and the tears
a bond deep passionate connection only we knew
could never see tomorrow for it was always today
The universe was ours,
goodbye was never in the words we spoke,
we planned our whole future
yet we didn't even know what life really was
too us it was just us like no-one else existed
we could not see out-side of this perfect bubble we created,
until the needle of life rupptured right threw us.

Torn apart so young this wasn't in the plan

23 years later I still wish you where my man,

I searched forever too find you, no other love could fill your shoes

I hope you forever remember the love within my eyes of blue,

saying I love you too another was just a lie

for my heart got stollen you can see the pain in my eyes

a piece of my soul hovered over the tears you cried,

that painful day at the airport when I heard myself say goodbye.

The pain in your eyes, showed me how much you loved me,

to this day I have never had a man love me so deeply

I felt your heart break, it tore me down to my core

You need to know I never wanted to go through that airport door

I have lived with the regret of not turning around

instead I lip read I love you without making a sound 

 I punished myself so terribly with low self esteem

 so sure I never deserved happiness again.

The closest thing we have to magic is love I give my magic to you

now only time will tell if you return this magic too

 I will forever hold onto our memories incase thats my end,

after 23 years I find you and we now can forever be friends

so time will hint to me if fate brought us back together

or maybe we reunited to put clossure to this pain forever.

I just need to see you at least one more time

hold you close and whisper to you please once again be mine

as the warmth of our bodies touch

you will feel how I have missed you so much

there is no-one else like you never found that love again

I know I broke your heart please forgive me for such pain

my heart shattered too

I never wanted to leave you

I give you this promise my Rambo,

give me a second chance and I will never let you go.