[ I wanted every boy ]

I wanted every boy
To take a piece of me away
And i didn't want to walk the earth
Another hopeless day
I took the pills to numb the pain
And fucked to ease my thoughts
But eventually i noticed
All the pain i brought
5 years later I'm transformed
To who i should have been
And sorry to the people
Who were the for the big scene
my problems weren't typical
Of somebody my age
And feeling different from my friend put me in a cage
I did the drugs, i slept around
And drank so much i thought i'd drown
But in this place i found
People who didn't let me down
Now my thoughts are sound
Because Allpoetry was around