I need to want...

I need to want something
That will save e from this chaotic life.
Novacaine might work, it will make me numb,
But that doesn't last very long.
Morphine could work, it will take away the pain,
But it takes too much effort, each injection evey 8 hours.
I need to want something
But somehow I can't force myself to want anything.
What's the point, nobody loves me.
I'm alone, just like the moon in a well lit up city.
You can't see they shining stars, just an
Ever changing moon.
My tears fall like rain
Lif'e pain booms like thunder in my heart.
This can't be the life I signed up for.
The black clouds make it hard to breath,
Where's the sun to clear the clouds away?
That would be the day, that I would have found what
I need to want...
Love!