You said you always wanted the truth from me, well here you go.
I am not okay, I never have been.
I never will be okay.
You claim that this is just a phase,
I say this is life!
I sit there with tears rushing down my face
You stand at my door, screaming at me to stop.
I look up and scream the truth.
I can't go on living this way! Nothing is alright!
You stare at me with disgust, or is it shock.
I don't know you anymore.
I can't live my own life here!
You're giving me a second chance to change or apologize.
I am not sorry for who I am, but for who you think I am.
I will never change who I am, I don't need a second chance.
You tell me to get out, and never come back.
I show you my wrists, the scars that reside there because of you.
I say fine, I pack up my favorite things and leave and say 1 last thing,
"Have a good life, you deserve it. I will find a new life, and then live it up!"
After I am gone, I find a pay phone and call you.
You answer,
"Do you feel better now? My new life has started!"
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What did you think? (I don't really like it, it's not my best)
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I love it even though it may be sad! it is filled with truth!
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there is a lot of pain and feeling in the words, and it's really relatable for me. i completely understand what you're going thru.
I am not okay, I never have been.
I never will be okay.
thats how i always feel, so i completely understand where these feelings are coming from. great write.
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