My turning Point

Freedom is in the mind
As beauty is in the eye

Who am I to say what Free is?
Who are you to say what beauty is?

You are my master, my sire, my world
I live to make you happy, so I do as I am told,

I want to be beautiful and so I take the forms you say
And I always jump to attention when you say its time to play.

You say you will teach me to enjoy the feeling of Lust
To follow your instructions no matter how unjust

I’ve been with you since 16, innocent and fresh
My feelings are transparent to you, like the cheapest see through mesh

You know I know no different to the lessons that you teach
And you’ve taken things so far, normality is out of reach

You twist me, turn me, control me and rule me
I no longer feel humiliation, nor do I feel shame
Deprivation or pain

And if you left me tomorrow I would never be the same.

I remember our first time together
I was so young so pure so fresh
You swore to treat me like a princess
But I had to pass your test,

You took me to your basement
And I was greeted with the block
You stripped my clothes and told me
To lie across the top

I eagerly wanted to please you
I knew no different way
As I was so young and pure
So protected from disgrace

The silk was soft and tender
Yet it still blocked out the light
The ropes you used to bind me
Well they sure caused a fright

My breath was quick and hasty
Unsure of what’s in store
But by the time the night was over
You left me wanting more

As I lay there in the darkness
Not sure what was to come
I found myself excited
I found myself undone

You started out real gentle
Caressing every curve
But when you reached my centre
Your hand began to swerve

You would tantalise and tease me
Keep me wanting more
My sir I tried so hard to reach
My wrists and feet were sore

I couldn’t get myself free
To touch or pull you into me
The feeling was immense it’s true
All I could focus on was feeling you

The hot drip on my stomach
Made me recoil and flinch
Then this was soon followed
With a hard slap and a pinch

At first confusion hit me
What could I have done wrong?
Yet as the pain subsided
I knew I had to be strong

The pain soon turned to pleasure
As you kissed the bumps and welts
And with each loving touch
My soul began to melt

The pain was worth the pleasure
And this new world was still to show
How much my body could take?,
How much before I said no?


The redness spreading over me
Not a place that didn’t burn or itch,
Yet nothing was as bad as when
You gave me the pet name Bitch


Body aching, mind spinning
Is this the end or the beginning?
Soon the answer comes to me
As your fingers begin to set me free

They smoothly stroke and gently probe
My wetness covering you like a soft silky robe

You bring me to a crescendo
Just to let me fail
Filling me with emotion
Then pausing to let me exhale

This goes on for hours before
You join me on the block,
And slowly cause me more pain
As you fill me with your cock

My breath and innocence are taken together
And I’m confused between the ultimate pain and the ultimate pleasure

My body responds like it knows what to do
Gradually taking in more and more of you

The passion builds and before to long
Our bodies entwined are singing the same song

Sweat dripping, muscles aching,
Teeth gritting, bosom heaving
This feeling is new and strange
I feel lost yet at home, my emotions are out of range

It builds and builds and builds to an almighty height
Till the earth beneath me is a beautiful peaceful sight

I know now I am yours forever
To experience both pain and pleasure
I worship you , you are my god
and i will love you forever.

Original by T W