My heart, my mind and my soul
all belong to you.
You can cut away the strings
but the binding still remains.
You are the ghost that haunts
me day and night, night and day,
with each breath I take.
I can never be set free
from these chains that hold
me to you.
Forever in this life and well into
the rest of them will I be yours.
You're the one that holds me
in your embrace even if you
don't want me.
Tears have flooded my eyes
even while acceptance floods
my heart.
The torn flesh will never heal
for I won't let it, you are mine
no matter what they say, no
matter what you do you still
belong to me.
YOU'RE the ghost that binds me
even when all the pain washes away,
Open bleeding wounds decorate
my body now, this is what you left me,
my heart, mind and soul will not heal
nor will my body.
I won't let it. I will bury the
pain deeply with in but I won't heal.
Like a rape this is what has become
of me, the feeling that I am soiled in
some way which is why you don't want
me. This is the truth is it not, this is the
way it will be, I am a dirtly little secret
you kept to be brushed away. Gone now
is the contentment to be replaced with
the fear. NO more will I want to live
in this world or even here.
HELP ME, SAVE ME, Don't let me go.
Can't you see I am worth something
that is what I am told. You told me
the same once upon a time, now I am
just a dirtly little secret to be swept away!!
I WILL NEVER BE FREE AS LONG AS YOU'RE THE
GHOST THAT HAUNTS ME!!!
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