Cursed-4-Ever

Trying to hide the pain,
and every tear that falls,
I'm recovering and trying to gain,
to get away from these know-it-alls.

I love you more than anything,
so please just listen now,
all the voices make it to loud for thinking,
and I'm tired of asking how.

I can't get over you,
and thats what put me in this mess,
I wanna hear "I love you, too",
but you said that you did whats best.

They're all staring and laughing,
they're always in my face,
I hate them all so much,
why can't someone else take my place?

you left me here to die,
in this world so cruel,
you laugh while I cry,
I don't wanna go back to school.

so maybe I'll go home,
and draw a picture with a twist,
when I'm all alone,
I'll draw it on my wrist.

does it bother you at all,
to know that I'm like this,
you helped me rise then watched me fall,
and it all started with a kiss.

Now I'll say good bye,
cuz I'm so sick of this curse,
I'm gonna kill myself,
cuz I'm not gonna cry.