I find myself standing, alone

I find myself standing, alone
In a place of horror haunting past
The forbidden garden
Where only lonely souls live

I find myself standing, alone
In a place where past rushes back to me
The forbidden thoughts inside my head
The lonely soul inside me is drifting

I find myself standing, alone
In a place I find terribly frightening
The forbidden past that I have made myself face
Where my lonely soul is being re-united

I find myself standing, alone
In the place where I first loved
The forbidden love I was never meant to have
Where my lonely soul first connected

I find myself standing, alone
In the place I was first happiest
The forbidden love that was taken from me
Where my soul was first taken

I find myself standing, alone
In the place where I’m still happiest
The forbidden love that I stole back
Where my soul is still joined to another