An Ocean Between Us

A cage without a key
memories and pain
Streaming tears, sadness
The fogs driven me insane

My dreams consist of reruns
of everything Ive done wrong
As hard as I fight to change it
ends the same way all along.

In a way I wish I was blind
It would spare me all the angst
not seeing how far i have to go
to get my head in the right place

I am still fighting this battle
I have made it very far
But the end is not near
My mind is far to scarred

Its hard to answer the question, whats wrong?
When you have no idea whats right
Filling up a glass with rocks and whiskey
To drown out the dreadful night

I see those picture perfect moments
But they never contain me
Like a picturesque rose
I am the torn that makes you bleed

My heart is full of regret
my heart is full remorse
I created an ocean between us
not letting nature run it course


The silence hurts worse then any words...