Shit!
God why did this have to happen?
What was I thinking?
To hell with them!
How dare you!
I'm sorry.
I miss you
I love you
I wish you were here.
I'm lost
I need help
No.
I can do this.
It's getting better.
Its getting worse.
It cant get worse.
It cant get better.
What am I going to do?
It's so hard sometimes.
I'm going to make it.
I'm going to fucking kill myself.
this isn't worth it!
Why me?
Why them?
I just want it to stop!
Help me!
Anyone please help me!
Give me a sign!
Show me the way!
Christ what am I going to do!
I feel sad.
I can't feel anymore.
Why are they dead?
Why did they leave.
What did I do to deserve this?
Relief
I am found,
I no longer wander,
I have been through it.
I'm still here,
I'm doing it,
I'm strong.
I'll keep going,
Going forward,
Wish me luck.
Author notes
I don't even know if this is a poem or not. I'm not a poet. I just put words together.
A contest entry
- How well do you know a person? by AllexisReed.
700 points, ended June 16, 15 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Comments
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Well, at first I thought to myself, I must seem to be a desperate woman unsure of herself and always wondering "why me".....and of course, I have never said "why me", but when I read your AN about not even sure if this is a poem and how you just put words together, I started to think. Wow!
And then there is the ending of just pure relief and I realize this really could be me. Perhaps, in my head I am screaming and on the outside....cool and put together.
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