Hydrophiliac.

I sometimes drown
accidentally intentionally,
I swear to God
to me; it's a mystery
and it keeps me from breathing
the way I know I'm supposed to,
and sometimes I even forget
the whole inhale/exhale oxygen thing,
now I know the many things you could say
like I'm subconsciously suicidal
or simply a bit mental,
but you cannot change the fact
that I know it isn't healthy
though I've noticed (and I swear it's not intentional)
that I tend to do it everyday (and sometimes in the middle of night)
and I've noticed (I swear it's not my intention)
that I've started to like it,
and the accidents are becoming a bit more on purpose,
so wont you have me admitted to the psychiatric ward
I'm sure they'll like me there,
and I'm most positive that the water there is nice.