There is a boyfriend to make you feel like there's something special about you.
There are men to make you feel desirable.
There is that admirable friend that makes you feel normal, like you at least fit in somewhere... if anywhere.
There are parents, to push you to success and guide you with loving arms. But then there is always that loneliness...
That damn lonely feeling...
Like nothing is ever going to make you truly happy...
So you sink your clean fingers into dirty things...
The dirty happiness... The temporary happiness...
The dirty drugs that make you feel sooo fucking good.
Your mind is at ease...your heart doesn't give a shit anymore.
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A very raw write about truths so many people hide from. For so many that loneliness is always there, lurking, ready to pounce in an instant, never willing to leave. And yes so many turn to drugs and quick fixes to ease it for at least a short period of time. Great job here capturing that feeling and putting words to it. I am impressed with your talent. You are able to touch the deepest part of my soul with your words and give me new perspectives on things. Amazing write. Keep up the awesome work and I will keep reading.
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