Isn't it - no, it is -
Crazy how when I hear you call me,
I jump up like an over-excited puppy,
Rushing to meet you before I miss you too much.
And even though I'm not yours,
And I can't have you
(Not after what I did to you),
I'll always love you.
You'll be my Jacob -
The one I could have had
If the world hadn't interfered.
(And sometimes I secretly wish
That Destiny and Fate would have a war
And we could find out
Which side would win,
And which side would bring us together.)
Author notes
I'm starting to see why I should put the Twilight books down...
But in all seriousness, this is dedicated to the "Jacob" in my life, also the best kisser I ever had the privilege of kissing.
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