My Boy

The first time I met you, you were drop dead gorgeous
I knew it was something my heart could not resist
Caught my attention with the kindness in your heart
Knew I was staring straight from the start
The conversation started and I loved every word
Loved everything everyone else had heard
You seemed like the gentlemen night in shining armor
With a great personality and so much more

So I lay awake at night looking out my window
Thinking about what I do not know

I stare at the stars wondering about the future
Thinking about what things I will encounter
Remembering all the pain that boys have left me
And my broken heart that they hurt deeply
So its a challenge for me to begin to trust you
After all the things that I have been through
Questioning everything day in and out
Giving you a inside to what I am about
Little things I don't know drive me insane
And I think to much with my brain
So be patient and and give me attention
Then I will open my heart and go to your direction

So then you tell my sister to tell me to call you
So many thoughts popped in my head I did not know what to do
My mind went crazy with senareo's coming one after another
In my heart I just wanted to be together
So I had to come down and come back from fantasy
And give you an actual call in reality
It went really good and you were going to call me again
I dreamed all night that you would become my boyfriend

So I lay awake at night looking out my window
Thinking about what I do not know

I stare at the stars wondering about the future
Thinking about what things I will encounter
Remembering all the pain that boys have left me
And my broken heart that they hurt deeply
So its a challenge for me to begin to trust you
After all the things that I have been through
Questioning everything day in and out
Giving you a inside to what I am about
Little things I don't know drive me insane
And I think to much with my brain
So be patient and and give me attention
Then I will open my heart and go to your direction

My boy had a party and you were invited
I was the mastermind behind that and I was way excited
You came over and we started kissing
All my life I did not know what I was missing
The sparks flew and it was a connection
I knew I wanted you giving me affection

So I lay awake at night looking out my window
Thinking about what I do not know

I stare at the stars wondering about the future
Thinking about what things I will encounter
Remembering all the pain that boys have left me
And my broken heart that they hurt deeply
So its a challenge for me to begin to trust you
Afters all the things that I have been through
Questioning everything day in and out
Giving you a inside to what I am about
Little things I don't know drive me insane
And I think to much with my brain
So be patient and and give me attention
Then I will open my heart and go to your direction

Just wait as I go in your direcition