Hear the cries of the persecuted
Screams of terror
Eyes blinded with dread
Ailing sighs as defeat is realized
Collapse in heaps of tears and exhaustion
Too fading to fear
Wounded by phobias
It will all be better in the morning
But morning never comes
Just cold and winter
No summer to speak of
Grunting and straining
Just to measure up
On your toes
Just to thud against the glass ceiling
Remember the scars
As the aches they still are
Slide into recession
Suddenly lost
In the wild vines of depression
So swift encroaching
Consuming the life
To another terrible dimension
Lapping the blood
Gushing and peeling
Keeping your dignity in a jar
For self preservation
Your arms far in front of you
Protection from the humiliation
You can’t run from
Bitter pieces of smiles
Sad ashes of pictures
Whispering memories in your heart
Falling down
Cascade to a pool in which to drown
Sorrow
Always the noise
The high whining sound
Feeling the haze
As light bleeds you dry
Words beating against your teeth
Screaming to get out
But all you can do is cry
Feeling so pitiful
Whispers
Demented and vile
The soft things
Are always the most painful
Terror is silent
And all the more awful
Screams of terror
Eyes blinded with dread
Ailing sighs as defeat is realized
Collapse in heaps of tears and exhaustion
Too fading to fear
Wounded by phobias
It will all be better in the morning
But morning never comes
Just cold and winter
No summer to speak of
Grunting and straining
Just to measure up
On your toes
Just to thud against the glass ceiling
Remember the scars
As the aches they still are
Slide into recession
Suddenly lost
In the wild vines of depression
So swift encroaching
Consuming the life
To another terrible dimension
Lapping the blood
Gushing and peeling
Keeping your dignity in a jar
For self preservation
Your arms far in front of you
Protection from the humiliation
You can’t run from
Bitter pieces of smiles
Sad ashes of pictures
Whispering memories in your heart
Falling down
Cascade to a pool in which to drown
Sorrow
Always the noise
The high whining sound
Feeling the haze
As light bleeds you dry
Words beating against your teeth
Screaming to get out
But all you can do is cry
Feeling so pitiful
Whispers
Demented and vile
The soft things
Are always the most painful
Terror is silent
And all the more awful
Author notes
Inspired by a book I'm reading called 'Stone Butch Blues'. This really has little to do with it, honestly, but some of the lines are inspired by Leslie Feinberg's writing. That book coupled with current events in my life.. here you go.
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