Where i stand

I stand so close i can smell
Rose tinged perfume scent
Coconut shampoo in her hair
Hear her laugh
See her smile
Almost feel her
Nearly taste her

I stand so close i can clearly see
The man she is with
Instead of me
she breaks my heart
Not realising she grasps the dagger in my back
Ignorant to my soul
Beneath her black heels

I stand so close yet wish to be miles away

On our anniversary