No More Pain

Playing it cool tryin to relax
i slowly cuting away my pride
the thought of you tearing my heart out
slowly but surly its killing me

my soul is on fire
burning me from within
the pain is unbearable

but i keep smiling
playin the fake little girl ive become
when no one is around
im screaming
dieing to get out

nobody can save me now
for the final time ive hit rock bottom
unable to get up
to scared to face reality
to scared to realize in alone

unwanted ...forgotten
i bury my head in my pillow one last time
slowly suffocating its my turn
finally my time has come
and i believe from in the inside its my time
No more pain