It feels to be used

I cant believe I let you see me that vulnerable
I cant believe I let alcohol get me out of control
The you telling me everything I want to hear
So soft and sweet as you whisper in my ear
Touching me making me feel like I am the one
Having allot of walls coming undone
Boundaries broken with a stroke of your hand
Telling me that you are my man
Lies so sweet come from your voice
Seducing me like I have no choice
Giving in to command after command
Telling me where to grab with my hand
Looking back it destroys me
I wish I would have known all the things I could not see
Feeling my heart just get abused
I figured out how it feels to be used