sweet sorrow

how can this be
how can this memories haunt me
i cant see i cant breath i cant move
is it fear that paralizies me or is it my humanity that taunts me
why do we hate what we fear
i just want to press delete on this memories that break and tear me asunder
sweet sorrow come take me away in your cold embrace
erase this bitter memories that kill my heart
hate is that all there realy is no love no sight no right
all falls and weither away i just wish my memories did to
is that so much to ask am i selfish am i a fool just stock in the abyess of my mind asking why
sweet sorrow stick the knife in deeper so i feel no more so i breath my last fuck this abyess known as the world fuck this false dreams of a good life but i go on anyways thanks for always letting me down my sweet sorrow