[ you sick f*ck ]

you sick f*ck
thriving off of the purity...

Innocence man!

You have no right

"I have no choice"
"i cant control my love"
"my love?"
"my sickness?"

fading into the dark
trying to fade out what was done
tears dripping scars bleeding

watch the world fade into colors
a disguise
no longer him
but now I am he

drift into the haze
thinking more of her creator
that one
woman
entity

I love her
I breath to be with her
she  is more
more than everything i am

the man i am trying to become
is for who she is
who she wants

treading the waters
I can her the sobbing
i care nothing for her pain
why should I
i am a man
I feel nothing right?

guess not...
she is gone
I am here alone
drinking
that is what one does right?
drink...

or should we breath in the life
take in what has meaning
a control
or is it a direction...

laugh, love, and live.