[ If you where blind ]

If you where blind
I wouldn't have to hide
If you were

I can see it now
all the bad looks
that you give me
All the laughter
at my back

But you don't see
that I'm always there
in the back of your mind
your thinking about me
as I leave this note behind

You don't know how to let go
So you your taking your
anger out on me
go ahead and let's see
who wins this battle

I may hide in the dark
from you
but I am no coward
I just wish to leave
the trouble behind
where the memories stop

I tried to be
that girl
keep up with your world

But I am only as strong
as who I am
and with you there is no me

So take seat and
this last
memory

I will lay you down
to sleep for eternity
the next time
you ever touch me

So take a seat

I will show you
what twisted
demented
thoughts
I can
think

I'll take it out
on you
go ahead and try
me with your abuse

Because I'll
show what a freak
is when I come out with a knoose

Just for you
this note
all for you

Read it one last time
as I kiss you goodbye
and walk away from
your life