I lost myself somewhere along the ride
I forgot who the person in the mirror staring back was
I forgave the wrong when it wasn’t right
I missed the turn and kept going straight
I should have
Would have
Could have been
But I’m not
I’m stuck
Staring across the broken bridge at who I should have been
I remember it
See it
I can’t reach it
These demons have their claws in too deep
These monsters have taken too much
There are too many pieces missing
To go back
I want to go back
Want to have a second chance
Anything is better then my selfless state
Any thing is better then these bloody needles
This high is too good to be true
These smiles to fake to be real
I will live on but for a price
I will not live picked apart by drugs
I will rebuild this broken path
I will attempt to regain my self
This meth will no longer control my thoughts
This knife will no longer pick apart
My will to live is too deep
To lose myself to this selfish need
I will not miss myself any more.
I will not lose myself to the pety knife
Or the blinding drug
So much time did I waste
On finding peace in this empty space
When peace is just an illusion
And time doesn't stop
Wrong choices
Mistakes
I'll take back
I'll repent
I will never hit again
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