I guess i'm not over you after all...

Just the other day
I convinced my self to say
that i'm over you
but when i saw her walk by
holding your hand
your hair for the first time not covering your eye
it made me think of how i feel
and how i shouldn't let it be real

and that dress she wore,
just reminded me more
of what i wish could be
and maybe if i get crazy
I'll take you to prom
but i dunno quite yet
my heart is like a fish stuck in a net

It can see the way out
but no one will let it go.
when my heart says suicide
my friends say no.

and i think i'll listen to them
because if i leave here tomorrow
I will never see
If i leave here tomorrow
I will never know what just might be

just the other day
I thought it was safe to say
that i'm over you
but i think its untrue
i think i'm still totally into you

And i think after this year
after your out of school
I think my heart will be cool
i think you wont be near
I think i'll be free
i think
i think
I think it might be easier to forget you

I may never be over you
but i can at-least try to forget what you look like
for get what you wear
but my heart says
my heart says
Please God.
Don't let this be
The last time I get to see
You in a tux

You looked so fine
you looked so amazing
I wished you were mine
you know boy You could save me

It only takes a few words.
They don't have to be considered cheating
It only takes 3 words
and i'd be everything you'd want me to.
you could change my clothes
you could change my hair
you be my everything
I don't think its fair
for me to wish i had
a boy i cant hold

one who once told
me he wanted to be with me
but know i know
that that's a lie
i know you'll never be my guy
but i'm not over you yet.
but i'm working on it.
i've got my count down on
until school ends and your gone
but truth be told i don't want to see you go
I don't want to see you go
I still love you. you know.