lost

i have darkness all around me nothing else
no friends no family nothing
all i have is my heart
no one cares about me
no one cares if im hurt physichly or mentaly
i dont cry i dont feel anything for any one not even me
i have no friends to talk to when im hurt
all my friends think they no everything about me but they dont
the act like it but all they no is my name
they dont care about me
i always argue with them
i dont care if there hurt cause i feel worse
i dont care if i die cause no one will cry
all they see is this helpless little girl
im more than that
i have no real emotions
if someone crys i wont cry for them
if someone dies i wont cry for them either
no one loves me
no one cares about me
they only care about sports shopping everything but me
so when i die i wont miss them