Truthfully I get more joy from my computer than I do from most of my friends.
Returning to their friendship only when they require it.
Unconditionally I love them and accept them for who they are
though I don’t believe they return my loyalty at all.
Happiness for me in 9 of 10 days is…delete, delete, delete, execute.
Popularity has never been my bag or really a desire
often times just respect from my mother and acceptance of who I am.
Silly me for expectations in a relationship that is one sided.
Total disregard for my accomplishments is how she shows her love.
Suspicious of conformity and all who follow blindly
even when it would be easier to accept that someone else is responsible.
Crafting beautiful 'what-knots' from what others toss aside and
randomly giving flowers to old ladies that I pick from public places.
Entering online debates for the sole purpose of poking the bear and pissing off the extreme right.
Trying on sexy clothes by myself just to see what I look like, then tossing them aside.
True love I crave though I know deep in my heart it does not exist, though
reverse psychology kind of helps me if I really listen to my inner child.
Unconditional love I receive and give to my two beautiful daughters
turning my soul inside out in despair because money says I can’t have them at my hearth.
However, never does not exist, neither does forever, even though I lie to myself and say they do.
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Truthfully I get more joy from my computer than I do from most of my friends.
- Aside from 1, me too!!
Suspicious of conformity and all who follow blindly
-Oh god, and with reason, it';s how cults start, juvenile delinquents... blind leading the blind...
Gang wars...Issues....Pain, death.
Trying on sexy clothes by myself just to see what I look like, then tossing them aside.
- Oh yes, that's understandable- the sexiest thing I have is my hair!!
However, never does not exist, neither does forever, even though I lie to myself and say they do.
Loving that! It's so tongue twisty!
I hope you find the love you crave, this picture of you tells me you deserve it...
Thank You for sharing.. I am honoured to have been let int part of your life. -
sounds like how i am feeling today. i will get over it though. i wish you well in this contest that you have entered and thank you for sharing this write with me. it is brutal but honest.
viyanna rosemarie
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A very fine write, indeed. You have expressed your thoughts quite well. Thanks for sharing this one with us. -
this has to be the longest acrostic poem I have ever read!!
great job! the way you tie everything together so smoothly is amazing. keep sharing. peace and light always in ALL ways, kendal
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thankl you
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