Emotions

Introduction: okay so i know i write a lot of songs but it seems as though my feelings are just understood not felt by others.. so im gonna write this in hope you feel what goes on inside me..

Dripping blood,
From my wrist to the ground,
The blades edge so fine so perfect,
As though its the only perfect thing I know,

Pain and sorrow,
The words so deeply carved in me,
My heart spills trying to rid the words,
But they only dig deeper and deeper,

Love or hate,
Two words so hard to understand,
I love you but hate comes back to me,
I just want to turn out the lamp and sleep forever,

Breathing,
So hard to do when your heart stops beating,
Like its been hurt too much and just quits,
With dying words i say I love you in hope you love me too,

Blinding night,
Something not understood unless you're in it,
My eyes are white filled with blank,
Darkness feeds and kills me 'till i die,

Death or life,
Two of the same yet so far away,
Life can change with one keen knife,
Life to death and death to life.. Am I still alive?,

Answers,
I need your answer to my only question,
Am I something to you?
Or did i ever mean shit?!

Farewell,
Goodbye,
Suicide has me,
And its stealing my life..