I thought I was in love with him,
I thought he was the one,
I never planned on leaving him,
but then the day came...
I realized what I was in for,
there was more to him then I knew,
I couldnt believe that was the real him,
so I thought it through.
I wasn't easy,
but I let him go,
he wasnt happy,
but i couldnt deal with the pain no more.
Were miles away now,
but yet I still think about him,
and for some odd reason I still love him.
It hurt me to lose him,
and he wouldnt believe me,
even after I let him go,
he still said he loved me.
We couldn't talk anymore,
because it hurt too bad,
we both moved on,
but i still feel sad....
Its been a couple months now,
and he's still on my mind,
I wish it was eiser,
to leave the past behind.
He was my first love,
and I'll never forget him,
even though were apart,
for some reason I still miss him.
My heart beats fast,
when I think about us,
we had so much fun,
I cant believe were done.
But it was my decision,
I chose to leave him,
he asked for me back,
but i denied,
I need to move on a little farther in life.
I need to forget about him,
I'll find another love,
but it'll never be the same,
because I thought he was the one.
Author notes
I left him because he turned out to be a psycotic obsessesed drug dealer, something I didnt know when I fell in love with him.. but even after I broke up with him he said he still loved me, but I couldnt take him back.. But he was my first love and nothing will ever take thoes feelings away.
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Comments
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Wow, an intense author's note! Reading that, you definitely made the right choice (leaving him) even though it hurts and may not seem like it at times. Your feelings were well expressed in this, but a grammar/spell check would help make this the best it can be. Well done and good luck
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The fist one.. is always the hardest to get over... You can't have other first's..so its special i guess. I like the emotion that you portray but it was a little distracting with the grammar issues that the poem has etc. Eg.. "Were miles away now" Is that "we are" os something else.. So just re- read it ans its all good.
A relatable poem by any means, well written with good emotion. x
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