You were my light on the darkest nights, a beacon out of pain
Now you're gone and I'm all alone, as I descend again
I can't handle, thoughts preamble, darkness yet to come
What I feel is no less real than where I'm from
Sometimes I feel like I'm out of my mind
Staring in at all my sins, at all my life
But I fight back my demons, sometimes to no avail
I find myself screaming, mostly when no one's there
But I'm learning to embrace the darkness
As it surrounds I take a deep breath
Inhale demons no longer tormented
They work for me now, at my beckon call
Author notes
very preliminary lyrics, I need input
